Just cause my arms are red with blood
And have scars that will always show
Does not make me a freak
Or make me suicidal
Just cause I have scars
Don't mean you can judge me
When you don't know the other half
You have yet to give me a chance
To show you who I really am & what I have to bring
You don't know what goes on inside
The pain & hurt I feel; that's eating me alive
You don't know these things because I cover up my feelings
Of the strife & regret that fills my life
With a mask; I wear this mask to cover the weeping from deep within
Only to make you think Im a happy-go-lucky girl
But the actual truth is far from that
But what you don't won't hurt me
Cause I know how JUDGEMENTAL you can be
I wrote this poem last night; cause I could not get this one incident out of my head it actually happened on the bus a few weeks ago.
Submitted by BarlowFan101 on Fri, 11/06/2009 - 4:43pm
AHH! I am going to a Barlow Girl concert tomorrow:)
I am SOOO excited, words can't even describe it!
I am going with my Best Friend, my sister, my Best Friends mom, and My friends friend.
This is the first concert i have ever gone to, so i am double excited!!
I love Barlow Girl, along perfoming with them is Super Chick
and Vota. Who I REALLY like also, they have such great music!
Since i have found out i was going to this concert, i have watched
all the Barlow Girls podcasts they made on their Youtube.com account
and been listening to them, superchick, and Vota like crazy!
and looking up all about them:)
I will try to post pics, and maybe videos after the concert!
Submitted by blackrose on Fri, 11/06/2009 - 4:31pm
Im an angel with broken wings
Waiting for someone to patch me back up
Hard to believe the way I've been living is so deadly
Waiting to kill; slowely and silently
Like a snake stalking it's prey
A shadow that will never go away
Just waiting for the right time to strike
The darkest time of the night
When there's no light &
you think you can't win your fight
But it's still to hard to give up
Since I've come so far
I have people that I know I can trust
But it might not be enough
I wrote this poem about a month ago. I've actually had a dream kind of about this(not really) Idk; you can tell me what you think
My dream, I was on a street corner drunk & high as can be and I was surrounded by these dark shadows. The dark shadows were coming at me, attacking me from all sides(front,back,left & right). Finally I fell to my kneens and there was a bright light. Then I woke up
Submitted by mpchoirgirl92 on Fri, 11/06/2009 - 4:19pm
Tonight is the big night I am performing in the play The Crucible it is the bigest play i have ever done and that is a big thing for me to say since I have been acting at the age of five. I cant believe who i have become over the years I never thought I would be who I am now if it wasnt for what God has done for my life.
Submitted by mpchoirgirl92 on Fri, 11/06/2009 - 12:46pm
This year has been my year of risks. I have taken risks that I would never have taken before....I have giving up dating I am waiting for college to start again of cours I still want a boyfriend but after what happened last year I think its time to look ahead at what I am given. I now believe that God has taken me away from the things I want and is giving me the things I need to get through the rest of highschool and my life. For me a risk is not what most people think it is (Definition of Risk from Dictonary.com "exposure to the chance of injury or loss; a hazard or dangerous chance: It's not worth the risk. ") yes I have taken risks like that but I have given up a life of hate for those that have hurt me in one way or another, I am learning that I cant hate what God has done to my life but take it in as a gift of learning and growth in my life and soul.