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IM BACK IM BACK IM BACK IM BACK! I WAS IN NEVADA FOR THREE DAYS FIRDAY AND SATURDAY O WAIT I GESS ONLY 2 DAYS WELL OPPSISES U KNOW ME A LITTLE DOY! ANYWAY I HAD ON OK TIME EXCEPT I HAD O WAKE UP AT 5:30 IN THE MORNIN JUST TO GO. BUT I HAD A GOOD TIME EXCEPT THIS YEAR I COULDNT GO BWOLING CUZ AL THESE STPID PEPOPLE HAVE TO SMOKE THERE, ( YES, I HAD TO STAY AT A CASINO) WICH SUCKED BADLY! I MISSED EVERYTHING HERE MY FOOD MY BED MY STUFFED ANIMALS MY BIG TV AND OF COURSE MY PS3! I HAD TO GO FOR MY BROTHERS BASEBALL TOURNAMENT I HATED TTHAT TO BUT BI!

Hello

Hello every body i am just listening to the new album I don't haave much time to talk I am going to see a movie with my friend. Talk later.

Poem about the beginning of a dark night

So this is a poem I wrote Oct 27, cause it was my family's one year anniversery from moving up to North Carolina from Florida. SO I wrote this poem trying to get some of my emotion out; but it didn't really work.

TODAY
Today marks the day
When all hope was lost
When I realized me pain
When I lost me everything
Today is the day that I regret most
The day that's caused so much pain and grief
That not anyone human can bare
Today marks the day
That I lose me faith
The beginning of my dark night
The start of the fight for my life; that's full of strife
I've come so far, but have fallen to hard
10/27/2009

I wrote that poem to get some emotion out that has built up inside of me.At that time a year ago no one knew(execpt God) that I would do what Im struggling with(cutting and drug abuse). Now it's been a year and I feel like a ticking time bomb.

BarlowGirl

Where will you be located on Nov.15 in Orlando?

Jeff

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