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The need to write
Is overwhelming
Maybe for me alone
Maybe for you as well
But don't bottle it up inside
And if writhing is what you need
Then write
And if it is the need to draw
Then draw
If it's laughter
Then laugh
If what you need to do is cry
Then cry
Because it's what
You need to do
And you are important
So do what you love
And love what you do
For that
Is what makes people love you
Just for being you

10/24/2009

IM BACK

IM BACK IM BACK IM BACK IM BACK! I WAS IN NEVADA FOR THREE DAYS FIRDAY AND SATURDAY O WAIT I GESS ONLY 2 DAYS WELL OPPSISES U KNOW ME A LITTLE DOY! ANYWAY I HAD ON OK TIME EXCEPT I HAD O WAKE UP AT 5:30 IN THE MORNIN JUST TO GO. BUT I HAD A GOOD TIME EXCEPT THIS YEAR I COULDNT GO BWOLING CUZ AL THESE STPID PEPOPLE HAVE TO SMOKE THERE, ( YES, I HAD TO STAY AT A CASINO) WICH SUCKED BADLY! I MISSED EVERYTHING HERE MY FOOD MY BED MY STUFFED ANIMALS MY BIG TV AND OF COURSE MY PS3! I HAD TO GO FOR MY BROTHERS BASEBALL TOURNAMENT I HATED TTHAT TO BUT BI!

Hello

Hello every body i am just listening to the new album I don't haave much time to talk I am going to see a movie with my friend. Talk later.

Poem about the beginning of a dark night

So this is a poem I wrote Oct 27, cause it was my family's one year anniversery from moving up to North Carolina from Florida. SO I wrote this poem trying to get some of my emotion out; but it didn't really work.

TODAY
Today marks the day
When all hope was lost
When I realized me pain
When I lost me everything
Today is the day that I regret most
The day that's caused so much pain and grief
That not anyone human can bare
Today marks the day
That I lose me faith
The beginning of my dark night
The start of the fight for my life; that's full of strife
I've come so far, but have fallen to hard
10/27/2009

I wrote that poem to get some emotion out that has built up inside of me.At that time a year ago no one knew(execpt God) that I would do what Im struggling with(cutting and drug abuse). Now it's been a year and I feel like a ticking time bomb.

BarlowGirl

Where will you be located on Nov.15 in Orlando?

Jeff