ok well i came to this site cuz i know that it's a christian place and maby i could get some subport i duno see i have always struggled with things on my own never asking for help i wnt thru a 3 year porn addiction like that but now i'm cutting at first it was just to see if people would notice it but and a few did but i realized it gave me some control over my life it calmed me down at night and although it sounds weird i am happier when i get to cut.....for a little while i've been cutting for 3 months now it's deffinitly gotten worse i don't know if this is the right place to come or not but i thought i would give it a shot.
Hi ~ My name is Paul Ralph Avino and I am 37 years old , born and raised in the small City of Batavia, New York . Even though I may not have traveled many great distances I have lived many lifetimes already. Growing up in divorced home and out on the streets at a very young age I found it pretty easy to numb myself with drugs and alcohol and ran with the devil for almost 17 years of my life. He easily led me down to the path of destruction and introduced me to ways he wanted to end my life with, and thankfully God had other plans. At age 16, I was experimenting with what I thought to be marijuana and without my knowing was really crack cocaine. On this particular day I came within inches of losing my life. All I remember is everything going black and feeling deathly sick. What I did not realize is I had just overdosed. Even with no relationship with God , I called upon him. Only by grace have I been saved. I should have been dead 10 times over.